The WORD with Allen Diwan

We lost our one and only son too. Then God asked us a question we still can't unhear.

That question became the rest of our lives — and the reason we now gather people to pray for each other, to be encouraged, and to see Scripture the way most were never taught.

Allen and Romaila Diwan holding their infant son Jacob.

The Fellowship

You don't have to walk this alone.

A community that prays for each other, encourages each other, carries each other. Leave your email and you're in.

The why

Everything was built. Then it was undone.

Six years ago, our firstborn and only son slept in the Lord — nine months old, taken by a genetic syndrome. We fell into a depression and despair so deep it began to affect us physically. But the Lord stayed with us through all of it. And when we finally had enough clarity to ask Him why, His answer came as a question of His own: "How does it feel to lose your son?" Pain beyond imagination, we told Him. He answered: "Jacob, you will see again. But what about the millions of My children who are being lost eternally, not knowing My Son — what about them?"

Like Job, our loss did not shrink our understanding of God — it grew it. Job could say, "My ears had heard of you, but now my eyes have seen you" (Job 42:5). We understood exactly what he meant.

That question planted the seed of a calling — though it took four years to fully come out of the grief and understand what God was asking of us. When clarity finally came, we understood: seek and save the lost, console their pain with the same consolation we had received, by creating content. Because that is where millions of young people are spending hours of their day: inside feeds built for retention, run by an algorithm with one purpose — keep them hooked, not to show them anything godly. The mission field moved. We followed it. And we were called to sow into it, so that it is not only worldly, even demonic, content that fills that space, but Spirit-filled content too — reaching people the church's walls were never built to reach.

The Lord made it unmistakably clear: this mission mattered more than building any business empire. So we closed the doors on our restaurants, sold everything we had built, and repaid every loan we owed. What was left is what has carried this ministry for two years.

Romaila and I have given those two years faithfully, one video at a time. After more than 2,500 videos, we are only now truly beginning to understand the potential of this work — and we refuse to let finances be the ceiling on what God can do through it. That is why we need partners to stand with us. Visual Word Media Ministries is a registered 501(c)(3) nonprofit — every cent you give goes into the teaching and the community growing around it.

The goal is the Gospel reaching the uttermost parts of the earth (Acts 1:8) — becoming, as Paul said, all things to all people, by all possible means, so that we might save some (1 Corinthians 9:22). Today that means Bible teaching built on real study — the original languages, the history, the context most people are never taught. And beyond what we create ourselves, we want to inspire, equip, and train the next generation of Christian content creators — so this work multiplies far beyond what any one family could build alone.

The Fellowship

Not an audience. A family that prays.

The Lord has asked me to nurture a community — people who carry each other. That is what this is.

So whatever you are carrying, send it to me. I will read it myself, and I will pray for you. And you can pray for us too.

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How this is funded

This work runs on partners.

The Fellowship costs you nothing and always will — because partners carry it instead. Their giving buys the time this takes: sitting with every email that comes in, praying over it, and the long study behind every teaching.

Fund the work, not the man

Your support keeps this Fellowship praying.

Every gift goes directly into the work — the prayers we answer one at a time, the study behind every teaching, and the videos we create. So give as the Lord leads you. Whatever you decide, you are still in this Fellowship, and I am still praying.

Visual Word Media Ministries is a registered 501(c)(3) nonprofit (EIN 37-2229315). Gifts are tax-deductible in the United States.

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